im so freaking messed up!!!!

Hello lovers,

Well I guess I should start off by telling you that Haweater was amazing!!!! Friday I drove up late with Katie, Sarah and Devon... it was good until about 10 mins from the island Katie got pissed at me for like... nothing... whatever.
they dropped me off at the teen dance where I was supposed to be working, I met bone (yes bone) and his girlfriend (I don’t remember her name) bone is like massively nice and really good looking :P I talked to them for like an hour and then my dad came out so that they could go for a smoke, I told dad that Katie still had all my stuff and he said that when the couple got back we should go get it before Katie had a chance to get to far... yes REALLY good idea!

So we leave and pull into the street where Katie is supposed to be... and there she is... with about 5 cops all searching her car... the only female cop on the island comes up to us and says "um Steve u better just go around" "my daughter came over with those kids and her stuff is in the trunk" "pull over you’re gonna need to stay". So there I sat while I watched them arrest Devon, charge Katie, and search my stuff... thank god I’m a good kid right?

Devon went to jail for most of Haweater... sucks to be him. I went back to the teen dance... worked the rest... and then went back to my pappies to go to bed.
then at 6 30 I was woken up by my dad and told that I had 5 mins to get ready to go to breakfast... thanks dad :P it ended up being really good and I had pancakes and bone was there :P

From there we went to the ball park and I helped set up until Jens first game... It was good... really short and kinda boring. Marie-Frence??? Yea I can’t spell... whatever kept me company! She’s the nicest sweetest lil girl!!! From there we went back to camp and just sat around and set up tents... everyone but me Nat and minue went for a swim lol... then we went to the second game that was filled with fights and bad things!!! Evil team!! Then we went back to camp and chilled and swam and then off to the teen dance where I sold chuck wagons to REALLY drunk people :P then back to camp for smores and then off to bed at dads!

On Sunday I woke up at 2 30 :P I went out to camp and swam and had fun... it was really good we got out the boat and water skied and it was cool... and then off to the fireworks that were AMAZING!!! CONGRATS KIDS!!!! Then I went to bed... and yea... that was haw


So basically the reason I’m posting this is because Jenn said "write I new blog post u haven’t updated since I last read it!!! Like two weeks!!!" so this is to appease her :P


also I kinda wanna talk to myself about why I’m so messed up with guys... see there’s this boy and I REALLY like him and I have for like... ever now! And he confuses the fucking shit outa me! Right now we’re sitting at... he likes me... more than a crush... lol it’s so annoying not knowing where to go next!!! It is highly frustrating! And I’m all messed up about men… I don’t wanna be all insane like I was with Brennan and I don’t wanna settle like I did with Jeff… awww shit. I guess the fact that I know what I want and I know how I feel is better this time. I also know that if I hate someone as much as I hated Jeff I’ll just break up with them. I kinda feel like I don’t know how to act around boys if I want to date them. I mean I can be perfectly good friends with them but the second I like them I act like a total tard. I just feel really sorry for Dan… I mean he’s gotta put up with me L I just wish I had the balls to tell him all this and just be like yo be easy on me! Urgh!!! Sht up!

When there’s nothing left to burn you have to set yourself on fire
-Lora